In solitude with my sorrow
Solace is what I seek , as I cry 
Wasted tears from a heart wounded 
A soul torn apart by Love 
Unbearable pain of being a victim 
Know I Bleed 
Suffer in pain as a , 
Dagger , shoved straight into my heart 
Rips me apart 
In a pool of blood , I lie paralysed 
I 've been here before 
But this time 
This agony  I cant take 
Death is were I run to 
No reason for me to go on 
As now , I’ve seen 
From were I did not think 
Betrayal 
I gave you all of me 
My deep dark secrets 
My heart , so delicate 
I should have known ,how cold a person you were 
Why me ? 
Blinded by love 
I was again happy 
Desired , wanted Deluded 
Why hurt me so 

 The Moment I saw you ,all my defenses shuttered 

Your smile your presence, so gentle your touch your kiss , magical 

No reason to doubt our heart as one, for all eternity But now , cheated on again

 Taken for granted ,Why ? 

Why me ? 

Was my existence meant to be like this

 Live forever in turmoil 

Broken again and again 

Alone , forever shunned ,I'm Tired,i give in

To to the dark

My heart I wont hold it together any more

But before I take my last breath, know this 

I , AYLA 

Die in pain with anger betrayed by you 

The one person I trusted 

My death is only the Beginning 

You will live my sorrows